I hate this thing because once i were there, i was looking and envying  at my friends life, i always thought that i’m must doing something wrong – and this is why my life sucks.
But the thing i didn’t know is that my life is ok, even more then ok, so i don’t get everything that i want – so what!

Today i’m happy were i am, i’m 20 years old and:

• i have a Practical Engineering degree in Software Engineering
• i own a web development company for 3 years ( in July )
• i have awesome friends
• i am independent  since age 16 – if i wanted to buy something i worked hard for it!
• i have an awesome family which i wouldn’t replace ever!

I can go on and on and on, but i think i made my point.

So do me and yourself a favor and stop underestimate yourself! – If you think about it, you’ll see you have such a wonderful life!

Well Two weeks ago i want with seven friends of mine to Eilat, for a 3 nights vacation in a hotel. The ride was like hell, we drove about 4.5 hours ti Eilat in a bus, i can’t sit that much ^^…

When we arrived to Eilat we wen’t to the hotel, and there our vacation almost got ruined. The hotel was doing us troubles in getting the room and we spent about two hours on arguing with them, and after that we finally got our rooms! Two suites!!!!

So every night we went to a pub called “Three Monkeys Pub” ( due to the famous statue they have there ), and they do know how to make people party!!!!

The vacation was short, and i want to go back there ^^, but who knows maybe in a month and a half from now i’ll go again with my friends!

So lets get back a little bit to the last few months.

So i finally finished college about two months ago, and last week i finally had my last exam and the most important one, the project.
It was a success! i got 100 and i was very very happy! i hope i’ll get a good job @ the army.

Also i decided to quit McDonald’s  and start moving my business, and that was the right choice!
Since i decided to get serious i’m getting so much job offers and i’m so happy! my business is finally getting big and getting serious!

Today i’ve had 2 events about my business:

1. I’ve launched a new site to my business: http://devision.co.il
2. I’ve been in W3C Israel Meeting #3 and one of the participants there came to us ( me & Andrey ) and talked to us and he recognized me and my business!
   And he has a successful company! and he offered us to work with him, and of course we said yes!

In conclusion, the last few weeks was so good for me and my business i hope it will be like that until i’ll enlist the army and even after!

Lets start with my current haircut:

Two words, and two words only: "My God..."

as you can see, disgusting!!!

The haircut i want the most is that:

I want this haircut damn!

The one thing i hate the most is that i have a dry and curly hair, and this is why i can’t choose this haircut
I don’t know what to do :\ i mean my old haircut wasn’t pretty so i had to kill it:

Kill me now...

any comments? :\
I want to know if there is a place where i can go and they’ll show me which kind of haircut’s i can do…

I don’t know why but i’m a very curious man, i like reading articles about stuff i don’t know, i like cooking also, and because i love so much subjects i don’t know what i want to learn in the university, i know that i’ve time but i still want to know.

I have that thirst to knowledge, i want to know lots and lots of stuff:

• i want to know how things work
• i want to know how to analyze complex situations
• i want to know how to fix things
• i want to learn to do stuff on my own

I have this constant fear that i don’t know enough, that i’m wasting my time with all of the computer shit, i want to change my field of expert, but i don’t have the guts to do so.

I love music, but i don’t want to be a musician.
I love technology, but i hate electronics and i hate programming.
I love cooking, but i don’t think this would be my job in the future ( probably a hobby ).
I love psychology, but i don’t want to listen all day to people’s problems.
I love history, but i love the future, i like to advance.
I love biology, but i hate to see the inside of the human body.

I can go on with it all day, but in the end, i’ll eliminate any chance of learning stuff.
I want to learn but there is not enough time, i feel that i’m loosing my time and i have to make a quick decision, but i can make it because it will change my whole feature.

Today there are more subjects then we can imagine, and that’s why i’m so confused…

“Oh rescue me, oh rescue me, my love,
Oh rescue me, oh rescue me, my invisible love…”

The last weekend me and my friend went with another friend of mine to celebrate his birthday, we payed the hole day as a gift for him.
We went to see the movie Avatar 3D and later we went to eat at the Black bistro-bar in Rehovot.
We really had fun and he also, i’m sure we made his day

So, i decided to go back to McDonlads for a month, and this is because i need a new laptop , the one i have doesn’t seems to deliver the strength and speed i need. So i need some money, although i make enough money from mt business ( lately ), i need some liquid cash so i can buy myself the new laptop.

I hope that the month i’m going to go back to work, won’t be disappointing because this probably will be the last time i’ll see most of the guys…

last week i decided to get in shape again and so i did!, I started by eating right, which means no-more-junk-food!, and continued by jogging every day 8 km.

Remember, new week = new opportunities!

I can’t remember when was the last time i had such fun with my family, and i really hope that it’ll continue

So today a new week begins ( well da! ) and I’ve been thinking about some new changes in my life…

First of all, i’m starting to live my life, i’ll stop working so much and go out more with my friends and i’ll be more spontaneous i’m sick and tired of working all of my life, and for what? some cash? we can go out without the need to spend cash, i miss the time when we went out and sat in the park and we just chit-chat!

Secondly, now that i took a vacation from work, i will get back in shape, i mean i’m in shape but i want to enhance my endurance, i’ll start by running 8 km and doing some sit-ups…

Getting back to shape and living my life are just the major stuff i’m going to change in my life, i hope the change will be a good one

So good luck to me

I have about 3 months until i enlist the army, so i want to work and make money, but i can’t work there anymore…

I can search for a new place to work, but i don’t know if it’s worths the effort. And if i do start searching for a new place to work who will hire me for two months? What should i do? i’m so mixed up in thoughts….

What do you think i should do?